THANK YOU

for blessing me with this multitude of blessings. but keep me humble Lord, and your faithful servant.

Chem time, hence, blog time

I googled torture the other day just to see what would come up. it wasn't pretty. I really really really do not like pain. And i think out of all the emotions, seeing pain etched vividly on the face of someone is the one you are least likely to forget. Not happiness, not sadness, not love. But pain.

Dear God

there are so many people lost and wondering... Let me be Your light shining forth in love. Wanna just thank You, God, for using me this week to encourage others... and I'm sorry for complaining about it Lord. It encourages me to encourage, and I hope I have pleased you. And also wanna thank God for my bio test results, and at the same time pray and entrust myself to Him, and that I will not pride myself but give glory to Him in all things. Let me be your servant.

Are you Jesus?

A few years ago a group of salesmen went to a regional sales convention in Chicago . They had assured their wives that they would be home in plenty of time for Friday night's dinner. In their rush, with tickets and briefcases, one of these salesmen inadvertently kicked over a table which held a display of apples. Apples flew everywhere. Without stopping or looking back, they all managed to reach the plane in time for their nearly-missed boarding.>

ALL BUT ONE!!! He paused, took a deep breath , got in touch with his feelings, and experienced a twinge of compassion for thegirl whose apple stand had been overturned. He told his buddies to go without him, waved good-bye, told one of them to call his wife when they arrived at their home destination and explain his taking a later flight. Then he returned to the terminal where the apples were all over the terminal floor. >

He was glad he did. The 16-year-old girl was totally blind! She was softly crying, tears running down her cheeks in frustration, andat the same time helplessly groping for her spilled produce as the crowd swirled about her; no one stopping and no one to care for her plight. > The salesman knelt on the floor with her, gathered up the apples, put them back on the table and helped organize her display. As he did this, he noticed that many of them had become battered and bruised; these he set aside in another basket. >

When he had finished, he pulled out his wallet and said to the girl, 'Here, please take this $40 for the damage we did. Are you okay?' She nodded through her tears. He continued on with, 'I hope we didn't spoil your day too badly.' >

As the salesman started to walk away, the bewildered blind girl called out to him, 'Mister.... Excuse me,' He paused and turned to look back into those blind eyes. She continued, 'Are you Jesus?' >

He stopped in mid-stride, and he wondered. Then slowly he made his way to catch the later flight with that question burning andbouncing about in his soul: 'Are you Jesus?' Do people mistake you for Jesus?>

That's our destiny, is it not? To be so much like Jesus that people cannot tell the difference as we live and interact with a worldthat is blind to His love, life and grace. If we claim to know Him, we should live, walk and act as He would. *Knowing Him is more than simply quoting Scripture and going to church.* It's actually living the Word as life unfolds day to day.>

You are the apple of His eye even though we, too, have been bruised by a fall. He stopped what He was doing and picked up youand me on a hill called Calvary and paid in full for our damaged fruit.

zu mein Schatz

Ja genau, ich findest du hubsch... lol weil du immer wie ein Maedchen bist :P Aber in wirklichheit finde ich dass du eigentlich sehr hubsch in seine Personality. Du weiss wie ich hasse das Wort 'Pretty' als es kein Substance gibt... also bist du BEAUTIFUL. Anmutig? Lol. Ob ich deine Liebster bin oder nein, finde ich mich du einfach sehr sehr nett bist. MEHR als nett. Es gibt ein Teil von dir die voll auf GUTE-NESS ist... und ich ernstlich glaube dass es ist nicht ein Show fur mich aber deine wahr Person. Ich habe dieses Gefuhl nur neulich gefuhlt. Erinnst du in Sarawak, wenn ich habe du gefragt, ob du nett fur Gott oder nett fur andere Grund bist? Jetzt bin ich sicher dass du bist nett. Weil es ist die ESSENCE deine Person. Hoffentlich konnte mann mein Deutsch verstanden. Und ja, hier ist noch einer von meine Grunden weil ich dich liebe.

Time

Time. Never before have I felt that I've lacked it so much. And never before have I wasted so much of it in my life either. You would think I'd understand the logic of it all by now but no, I refuse to understand why I don't have enough time.

Nice picture right? (:

Lonely

I don't quite know why, but I find loneliness beautiful. Though I wouldn't quite use the word loneliness, maybe something more along the lines of solitude. Time away from the world, alone, but not lonely. There's a difference between being alone and being lonely, I don't think many people realise it. Sometimes I like being alone. I like having no one there but just me, the earth and God. There was once in Thailand where I went up on the roof at 3am in the morning and the sun was just rising and you just realise that this is God's hand- Not a big booming voice, not thunder and lightning, but silence, stillness; a feeling that there is something out there bigger than you could ever be, than you could ever fathom. Its like trying to think about the parameters of the galaxy and trying to pinpoint how the universe is contained. Mind-boggling, I'd say.

DO YOU UNDERSTAND

In case you don't, this series means I am anti-love because HELLO loving actions are better. In case you don't understand my elaboration, what I mean is that saying I love you means nothing unless, HELLO, you actually are loving. Don't get it wrong. Don't say love without doing love.

FARMVILLE

Proud to announce my success in the agricultural world. My farm on facebook has GOTTA be the most beautiful farm ever. It doesn't stick to the usual parimeters nor does it adher to societal laws, it is Random and Innnovative. Allow me to applaud myself :D I WOULD post a picture. BUt I dunno how. So too bad. Just use your imagination.

Doubt

i Doubt anyone will find this blog, but anyhows, tis meant to be a site where I can post anything I find beautiful etc.

BEWARE. I have a weird sense of beauty.

Good day, and enjoy reading/looking/being astounded.